Neurodecolonization: Understanding the Meaning and Impact
By Eva San.
Neurodecolonization is a term from Mandan, Hidatsa and Arikara scholar Michael Yellow Bird. Neuroย refers to our neurone and nervous system, the patterns in the brain and body that shape how we think, feel and respond. Neurodecolonization describes how our nervous system has been shaped by colonization.
Neurodecolonization is unlearning how neurocolonization teaches separateness (our disorder is an individual flaw), white superiority and the subjugation of racialized and Indigenous peoples, and relearning our deep relationality with land and all beings. So it is not just new facts about the brain. It is a practice of recognizing how our nervous systems embody colonial stories.

๐ญ. ๐๐ ๐บ๐ผ๐๐ฒ๐ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ฝ๐ฟ๐ผ๐ฏ๐น๐ฒ๐บ ๐ผ๐๐ ๐ผ๐ณ ‘๐ฏ๐ฟ๐ผ๐ธ๐ฒ๐ป ๐บ๐ฒ’
Colonial systems often frame distress as an individual responsibility; for example,ย your brain is disordered,ย or you are not resilient enough.
Neurodecolonization says instead:
- Your vigilance, shutdown, overachieving or collapse are intelligent responses to very real histories which affect present-day conditions.
- Your nervous system has been impacted by racism, colonization, capitalism and gendered violence, not just by personal events.
This softens shame. Healing becomes less about fixing your faulty brainย and more about gently retraining a body that has been working overtime to protect you.
๐ฎ. ๐๐ ๐๐๐ผ๐ฝ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐ฐ๐ผ๐น๐ผ๐ป๐ถ๐ฎ๐น ๐ป๐ผ๐ฟ๐บ๐ ๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐บ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐๐๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐๐ฒ๐น๐น๐ฏ๐ฒ๐ถ๐ป๐ด
Without a neurodecolonizing lens, even caring practitioners can slip into:
- Treating calm, compliant, productive behaviour as the gold standard.
- Pathologizing anger, protest, grief, spiritual experience or communal ways of being.
- Expecting people to regulate themselves backinto a world that keeps harming them.
Neurodecolonization asks:
- Who decides this version of regulation is normal?
- What kinds of bodies and cultures were used to define too much or too sensitive?
- What happens if we honour your nervous systemโs wisdom about unsafe systems, rather than silencing it?
These are acts of compassion because they refuse to send people back into environments that are still harmful without naming that harm.
๐ฏ. ๐๐ ๐ถ๐ป๐๐ถ๐๐ฒ๐ ๐๐น๐ผ๐๐ฒ๐ฟ, ๐ธ๐ถ๐ป๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐ฒ๐ ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐๐ฎ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป๐ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฎ๐ป๐ด๐ฒ
Colonial logics love speed, mastery and clear outcomes. Healing can easily become another productivity project.
Neurodecolonization centres practices like gentle attention and not knowing, and treats them as real work.
From a compassionate lens, this means:
- We honour tiny shifts, like one breath that reaches deeper, or one moment of self-kindness in a shame spiral
- We focus on building more capacity for connection, not on performing perfectly calm.
- The nervous system is approached as a companion we are learning to be with.
๐ช๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ ๐ต๐ฎ๐๐ฒ ๐ป๐ผ๐๐ถ๐ฐ๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ฎ๐ฏ๐ผ๐๐ ๐ป๐ฒ๐๐ฟ๐ผ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ผ๐น๐ผ๐ป๐ถz๐ฎ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป

๐ญ. ๐ ๐ ๐ป๐ฒ๐ฟ๐๐ผ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ฒ๐บ ๐ถ๐ ๐ป๐ผ๐ ๐ท๐๐๐ ๐บ๐ถ๐ป๐ฒ
I notice my anxiety, overworking, shutdown, and hypervigilance are not random personal quirks. They are family stories, migration stories, racialized stories, colonial stories, living in my body. If I listen with intuition, my nervous system feels less like a faulty machine and more like a very tired guardian who has been on watch for generations.
๐ฎ. ๐๐ผ๐น๐ผ๐ป๐ถ๐ฎ๐น ๐น๐ผ๐ด๐ถ๐ฐ ๐ณ๐ฒ๐ฒ๐น๐ ๐น๐ถ๐ธ๐ฒ ๐ฎ ๐๐ฒ๐ ๐๐๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐ถ๐ป ๐บ๐ ๐ฏ๐ผ๐ฑ๐
I notice whiteness and colonial urgency as sensations, not just ideas. A tightening in my jaw when I want to say something unpopular. A rush in my chest when I think about resting. A sick feeling when I am about to overexplain myself to sound reasonable. My body often knows I am about to abandon myself before my mind does.
๐ฏ. ๐ ๐ ๐ฏ๐ผ๐ฑ๐ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐น๐ฎ๐ ๐ฒ๐ ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ป ๐บ๐ ๐ผ๐๐ป ๐ฐ๐๐น๐๐๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐๐ผ๐ฟ๐น๐ฑ๐ ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐ถ๐ป๐๐ถ๐๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ถ๐ป
When I bring in Malaysian Chinese food, incense, altars, Hokkien or Mandarin words, art-making, dreams, spirit, and more-than-human kin, my nervous system responds. My breath goes slower. My shoulders drop. I remember that I have many medicines that did not come from a manual. Intuitively, neurodecolonization feels like letting my own worlds sit at the centre, and letting Western tools become guests.
๐ฐ. ๐ง๐ถ๐ป๐ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐๐ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ณ๐๐๐ฎ๐น ๐ณ๐ฒ๐ฒ๐น ๐น๐ถ๐ธ๐ฒ ๐ฏ๐ถ๐ด ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐๐ถ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ป๐ด
Things that look small on the outside feel huge inside my body. Leaving an email until tomorrow. Saying no to a request that would burn me out. Allowing myself to be messy in front of someone I trust. Each small refusal of hustle and self-erasure feels like my neurons choosing a different path, one that is less loyal to colonial scripts about worth and productivity.
๐ฑ. ๐ ๐ ๐ฐ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐๐ถ๐๐ถ๐๐ ๐ถ๐ ๐ฝ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐ต๐ผ๐ ๐บ๐ ๐ป๐ฒ๐ฟ๐๐ผ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ฒ๐บ ๐๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ธ๐ ๐ฏ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ธ
When I draw the tightness, collage the hustle, or paint my ancestors and land, I am not making art on the side. I am watching my nervous system tell the truth in colour and image. The art often knows before I do that something is shifting. Neurodecolonization, intuitively, feels like giving my body a paintbrush and saying, โYou go first, I will catch up with words later.โ
๐ฒ. ๐ฅ๐ฒ๐ด๐๐น๐ฎ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป ๐น๐ผ๐ผ๐ธ๐ ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ณ๐ณ๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ป๐ ๐ถ๐ป ๐บ๐ ๐ฏ๐ผ๐ฑ๐ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ป ๐ถ๐ป ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐๐ฒ๐ ๐๐ฏ๐ผ๐ผ๐ธ๐
I notice that being fully calm is not always what my system wants or needs. Sometimes, feeling more alive, more connected, more honest, even a bit more activated, feels healthier than being flat and polite. Intuitively, neurodecolonization is about finding my own rhythms, not forcing my body into someone elseโs idea of regulated.
Conclusion
Neurodecolonization reminds us that healing is not about fixing what is โwrongโ with us; it is about remembering that our nervous system carries stories of history, culture, survival, and relationships. When we shift from asking โWhatโs wrong with me?โ to โWhat has my body been protecting me from?โ, shame softens and compassion grows.
Decolonizing healing invites us to move more slowly, listen more deeply, and make space for many ways of being well. It honours creativity, culture, community, and connection as real medicine, not extras, not alternatives, but essential pathways to care.